I mean from the standpoint of the fact i was a teenage drug addict, was kicked out of high school and had multiple felonies by the time i was 18, sure, i suppose. I turned my life around, obtained a degree in law, worked in the profession for 25+ years, and I've been married 30 years, so that is far better than i though thungs would turn out, but when i dream about how things might have turned out had i not been such an absolute, horrible human as a kid, i do get a bit disappointed in my self