I know this is a weird question. Pero when I'm angry at my own brother, mother, or sister, I imagine stabbing them multiple times. And ako rin these days, when I'm angry, I just let it pass at I don't show or express my feelings na galit ako pero deep inside, I am thinking of killing them. πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

  • I don't think this way all the time, only pag GALIT NA GALIT na talaga ako. I think it's normal kasi when we're mad, we tend to be violent.

Edit: I used to watch gore videos din kasi sa mga websites. I like watching bloody and gory content kahit totoo pa yan or kahit sa movie lang. Pero kahit nung di pa ako nanonood, sometimes dahil sa sobrang galit ko, naiisip ko yon.

Furthermore, I don't think about those stuff dahil lang galit ako sa isang bagay o galit na galit. It's just sa family namin, ang toxic. I have problems sa mental health ko and they're the reason of it. The way they treat me is unacceptable. But I don't have any power to stand up for myself, that's why I think that way SOMETIMES.