I’ve wanted to learn coding since I were 16. So over 10 years now. But I was never good in academics, dropped out and got a GED at 16.

I feel like I have ADD because I lose my mind in classroom settings and never retain information hardly. So college was never a good fit for me. And im afraid of debt because sometimes I fail at goals and I don’t want the possible failure of college on my shoulders with the added debt associated.

Ive tried code academy, and honestly I am so fascinated by coding. I am always thinking of programs I would build that would help out my everyday life. Even if theres already “an app for that” I am always fantasizing about building programs to my lifestyle just for fun, and then I feel even if I don’t land a job I would keep doing it just for the heck of it.

I would be lying if I said my main reason for wanting to learn was not more money

My problem is that with a full time job, after work my brain is so utterly zapped that its in recovery mode. Its looking for rest, its wanting to turn off, low power mode, recharge. I can’t find the willpower after a shift to hit it.

I am lucky in that I work from home, so im not physically exhausted but the mental burnout brain zapped tiredness is every weekday. On weekends I have some success.

Just wondering if any self taught devs struggled with this at their journey before, what tips or lifestyle changes did you make? Thank you so much.

Edit: guys/gals thank you so much, seriously. You all have shared really inspiring stories and have given great tips and advice. Tomorrow, when I wake, im going to write a few down on my calendar and hype myself up to get back into this journey. So appreciated.