Hey everyone. So I wanted to share my story and how I ended up making this decision today to give up my pursuit of getting into the clinical research field. I never really did too well in highschool, but I graduated just fine. It was during my senior year I began working as an Audio Visual Technician doing freelance work setting up corporate events (lighting, cameras, video work, etc..) which paid really well and I for the most part enjoyed it. However, I always had a love for science and a passion for helping others, and I knew deep down I didn't want to continue in the technology industry as an AV tech.
After working AV for a few years, I saved up enough to put myself through college where I graduate in Dec 22 with a B.S. in Biology from a very well known and highly accredited university. I was so proud of myself since I struggled in highschool to graduate with a 3.5 GPA. I knew during my undergrad I wanted to pursue a masters or doctorate degree as either a Physician Assistant, MD, PhD, Genetic Counselor or Clinical Researcher.
After graduating college, I struggled to find any employment related to my field of Biology. During this time after I graduated college, and even while in college, I had been applying to just about every job I could find that was in some way related to biological science or clinical research. After several months, and after applying to hundreds of jobs, being turned down from every single one of them, I finally got a job as a Lab Assistant at a blood bank. In this job I was making very little money, but had a good purpose. It was during this time I applied and got accepted into graduate school to earn my M.S. in Clinical Research. I began my graduate studies and I loved studying clinical research. However, I still continued to apply and have interviews with no luck.
Eventually I got a job offer for a chemical engineering company to work as a Quality Control Laboratory Analyst, making double what I was making as a Lab Assistant. However, I was stepping away from a medical lab and working just in a very simple chemistry lab working with plastic materials. While the pay was good, the work hours began to get worse and worse, where I'm now working almost 7 days a week regularly. The moral is awful, and there's no since of purpose, and I'm not in a position where my work positively impacts others like I've always wanted. During my time with this company, I have had numerous clinical research interviews and I get denied from every single one, that is if I even get an interview.
This week has hit me hard. After reading so much on this subreddit about the industry laying people off, and people with way more experience and background than I have not even being able to get another job in this field after being laid off, combined with the fact I have applied to well over 1100 clinical research jobs, had 5 interviews and 0 offers over the past 2 years, I feel I have no choice but to set my sights on another field.
I want to be in this field so bad, and between spending all my free time after working 7 days a week on school and applying to clinical research jobs for close to 2 years now with no results, I don't see how I can justify continuing to pay for my graduate school in a field that I have no chance at getting a job in. I don't want to continue lab work either as I'm burnt out doing the same repetitive tasks day in and day out, and I feel I need to set my sights on a more ambitious and lucrative goal.
I started thinking yesterday that I need to follow my love of science and technology and apply that to something purposeful and something that I have a better chance eat obtaining than a clinical research job. I'm seriously considering pursuing a career in the Air Force as an officer and applying my science background to a new career within the Air Force. I just feel like I have no other options at this point, and being 26 I need to find something that I feel is purposeful, meaningful and fulfilling.