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I'm like actually in tears rn. i really wish I could give her a hug. She has been so brave and so strong. I really really hope to God she gets well soon.
From her caption on this post:
š„šš»And then I get up, and this becomes a loop. I dont usually like to publicly dive into my raw negative feelings. It never stops from feeling weird. Jokes and entertainment is much more my style. I pondered on posting this for a long time. Why do I want people online to see my struggles? I donāt even want my friends to see this side of it when they ask me how Iām doing. I think itās because I want them to think that Iāve got it. Which I do. But it doesnāt make dealing with it is any less awful. Eventually, I realized I drew it because I wanted to give meaning to the effort and sacrifices that seemed wasted. When all things fail repeatedly, itās hard to avoid thinking that nothing matters. But to have it be seen and recognized gives it some sort of weight I think. Itās like recognizing a fictional characterās struggle in a story. They failed, but we feel like it still mattered, donāt we? Iād like to borrow that feeling for myself as well. I also wanted the people who have been waiting for me all this time to know that Iāve been trying very hard and Iāll keep trying very hard. Your support and patience arenāt in vain. Maybe right now we donāt know where this plot is going but I hope you may keep up with my story, hoping for the best end. And if by chance, I can connect with someone out there going through something similar, I hope my journey can give you a little bit of strength to keep going as well. And to everyone else well, take care.āš»
It was really brave of her to post this, and I hope that being open with her struggles gives her some sense of peace. And of course, I wish her continued healing.
As much as I want to see the rest of the story, it shouldnāt come at the expense of her health. Hope sheās doing ok
god poor soph... :(( im so worried about her
no it's actually scary how long this has been dragged out šš
please please! I hope she gets better! PLEASE!!
Oh God it hurts man . I'm so sorry soph .Ā
Crying literal tears on the porch. Loving on soph on insta
God this is awful :(
noooo poor soph šš
sending my reader tears in hopes that it helps her
but in all seriousness, i hope she gets better soon plsplspls
Feeling this 10000% life has been rough , and i months just laying in bed
Where was this? I can't seem to find it on her instagram
Ai nevermind i see it there now
Wait what is happening to Soph?? I hope she is okay, this seems really tough, and sending all the love that way
She has scoliosis and chronic pain. check her instagram highlight for more details
Seems she is burnout
I think she has severe scoliosis, which can cause debilitating pain. Sheās been seeking treatments for years now, and continues to search for one that works.
That sounds terrible to her. It is very painful š I have back problems, I thought she has burnout because those images of that message tonight āget upā it reminds me so much when I need to do something during my depression episodes, my brain screen to move and to do something
ohmygod shes not doing ok at all :(