It is my senior year in high school and i just recently had surgery on my knee which is supposed to be 6 weeks recovery time before any major physical activity and i had the surgery at beginning of summer which means i got cut short of my summer workout time and football practice for the summer. i played my sophomore year and the coaches got to know me fairly well but my junior year i couldn’t play and i told the coaches I was definitely going to play this year but the surgery caught me by surprise. I am feeling super worried about the upcoming season and whether or not i should play. i feel like i haven’t been apart of the team and id just be a let down. I want to play but i truly feel like the love for the sport i had in previous years isn’t there anymore.