if anyone here gets the chance, you should try to catch the film "i saw the tv glow" in theaters. i wont get into much but it involves a lot of things anyone dissociative would heavily relate to, but especially if you are also trans or queer. the queerness aspect is definitely more of the thesis for this movie but i found myself kind of in awe at how viscerally it evokes that sense of existential fuzziness.
i will also mention that it might be triggering for some, with some body horror elements and some disturbing imagery.
overall though highly recommend i fucking loved it