I was raised prior to being ordained. In a heretical cult. (Pentecostal in name but they were excommunicated by the Foursquare church for there beleifs) , and was never baptized. One emotional night I as an ordained minister performed a "self baptism " I said the prayer "In the name of the Father the son and holy ghost" I washed myself in a natural rainstorm that was happening. It was an incredibly spiritual experience but I still felt like I need a 'proper baptism ' and I found a Lutheran church that i had attended in person prior and also watched a few livestreams, and they are most likely willing to baptize me. I genuinely want to know. Am I being silly or is this the right thing to do?