Being on a healing journey can be counterproductive. Doing techniques and journaling and introspecting all the time can work agaonst your healing. Sometimes what is needed for prgress to happen is self acceptance (of the good and the bad) and letting your flaws exist in a frame of aceeptance instead of judgment. It may sound counterproductive, but sometimes what helps is to not work on yourself and just let yourself be, as flawed as you may be. And of course i don't mean to hurt others. Of course work on that but you know what i mean.