Guys, tell me it’s going to be okay..

I struggle pretty bad with eating too. I try to focus on liquid nutrition. That way it doesn't feel like I'm eating, but I still won't collapse from a lack of vitamins or whatever. Smoothies, juice, hot chocolate or tea (for water because I have a hard time with that). There's even certain chocolate milk powders that are good for you. I'm obsessed with Ovaltine and it should be in Walmarts. Milk is a really good option: vitamins and stuff, protein, and hydrating.

Try to treat yourself like you'd treat your most favorite person in the world. You'd want them to rest if they felt sick. You wouldn't blame them for this, because it's not your fault.

And you're not simply weak. You're fighting a battle that doesn't require push-ups. The strength to even say "yo this super sucks, can you maybe help even if it's just a few words" is huge. Not everyone can do push-ups from the ground the first time, sometimes you gotta start on the wall, and that's okay.

I can't tell you it will get better, because I don't know either. BUT what I can tell you is, is that being able to look back and see some growth, any, feels really good. Like, about 2.5 years ago I used to have panic attacks any time I'd see a certain type of car. But now, all I need is a few words to myself and I can keep driving and be mostly okay. That feels really good!

If you'd like, I've found a good few tricks for some things. And I'll tell you everything I know if you wanna ask.