Hey everyone. I deal with severe C-PTSD. I have a verbally abusive father. What type of therapist should I look for (modality wise)? I have heard EMDR and things like that are not as effective for C-PTSD. I have done CBT in the past, but it make my symptoms way worse. Really need some help everyone. I found therapist who specialize in C-PTSD, but they are out of my network. My abusive dad helps me financially and he won't allow me to do therapy out of our insurance, even if it is what I need. My dad uses money as a way to control me. I am in college, so I can only work so many hours. It is tough, because I just had surgery too and I am alone in a new city. I have hormone problems, mental problems (C-PTSD), and I found out I could have a sleep disorder (like sleep apnea). I have to go to all of these doctors and my dad makes me feel bad like its my fault. I want to die some days. Please please help.