If I have to wake up early, ie: 7am, I cannot sleep the night before and feel intense anxiety… I start to fall asleep and am automatically jolted awake by my subconscious in lightning flashes of terror. I can go days without sleeping, and my days are filled with dread.
If I have to get up early for weeks on end, for jobs or what have you, I go crazy and can’t do it.
Does anyone else find having to get up early is an intense trigger for their CPTSD?
Me too! Having to get up earlier than 9am or 10am for work is hellish for me. On my days off I get up around noon. I think some people have a different circadian rhythm. I never have energy to do things early in the day, it’s always after 2pm or so that I get my energy. Whole career paths are completely closed off to me because I realized that I just cannot do that early morning schedule. Thankfully there are some work/career options that aren’t totally tied to the 9-5 schedule.