My partner is obsessed with the world of hallucinogens, he takes ayahuasca once a month and if there is another mushroom ceremony he does it, he only talks about this topic.
It also joining temazcal every 2 days a week, I find it quite obsessive and it has reached the point where it can leave me stranded for a weekend for attending an ayahuasca ceremony.
He even wants me to take ayahuasca and gets angry when I tell him I don't need it. I feel angry every time he insists on taking it as if it were a requirement in the relationship.
I have told him that I don't like that he leaves me without plans on the weekends. Even so, he continues to attend the ceremonies and tells me that I will never leave this spiritual path. I feel that if I don't join shamanism, there will be no future for the relationship. what I do?
He has been going to ayahuasca ceremonies for years, it is not a phase he is going through, it is his lifestyle, at the beginning of the relationship this situation did not have so much weight, but as time passed I realized that.
I know ayahuasca is sacred… but, he’s shamanism is ruining our relationship
✅Thank you all for your answers, I never imagined that so many people would comment, my English is not good and I am sorry for the spelling mistakes, I have decided to leave it, we have different visions in life.