As much as it pains me to have left her; Im not willing to abandon my studies and fall behind in life for someone who doesnt feel the same way as I feel towards her. Yeah I still yearn and constantly thing about her but I gotta move on
time. i think if anything is done at a time where i dont feel comfortable it wont be right i have plans for next year tht i could execute in a week. wont do it bc i need time
My ex is holding me back from emotionally seeking someone new.
The battle for custody/child support with my ex wife that restricts my income and how I do things because she took me for everything while lying about her income.
The military because I have the ability to make more but stuck with years in my contract.
I keeps spending money like its 5 years ago and we're not in a cost of living crisis. my income hasn't really increased in 5 years and even though I didn't make a lot of money it was fine for a single guy who doesn't really do anything.
Now I'm living the same as I was, but my savings are drained.
The belief that remaining an introverted recluse is the best thing for me. It would probably be fairly easy and very beneficial for me to try being a little more social.
My ex
As much as it pains me to have left her; Im not willing to abandon my studies and fall behind in life for someone who doesnt feel the same way as I feel towards her. Yeah I still yearn and constantly thing about her but I gotta move on